Posts Tagged ‘feelings



Have you ever been so in love that you wanted to scream it from the roof tops. So in love that you could feel it in each breath you took. So in love that the mere thought of life without them gave you anxiety. I am so in love that I don’t know what to do with myself. I feel so consumed and controlled by these feelings and I embrace them. I Shardai Perry embrace not being in control, whoa. But it’s true, I feel like I’ve stepped over a ledge and I’m free falling and I’m not worried about where I’ll land I’m just enjoying the fall. This is the magic they talk about, this is the crazy that ruins lives. This is the kind of love that builds. This is real. I am in love with my best friend of 10 years, this is my person. They know me inside and out. The good the bad and the ugly, they’ve been there. They’ve seen growth, trials and tribulations. Every reason they needed to not date me they have and more, yet here we are loving one another. Honest, genuine, accepting, forgiving, patient, unconditional love. I am lost in her and I don’t want to be found…



Maybe it’s the comment I made last night and the fact that my team member is still upset with me. Maybe it’s because pheonix never texted me back. Maybe it’s my cycle, or loneliness or homesick. Whatever it is I can’t seem to shake this feeling of overwhelming sadness inside side of me right now.

I don’t like it. I don’t like feeling this way. I don’t want to feel this way.

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