Archive for October, 2015

27
Oct
15

Heavy

Woke with the weight of the world

Rose with a heavy heart

Head barely held

Heavy heavy heavy

Tried to lighten with a bit of alcohol

Tried to erase

Tired to escape

Still heavy I weighed

Heavy heavy heavy

It’s alright,

Its okay,

I’m fine

Always.

It’s alright,

Its okay,

I’m fine

Always.

Woke with the weight of the world

Inhale through the pain

Exhale in search of the sane

Lost inside my head

I am lost,

I am lost,

I am lost,

Heavy with the weight of the world

Tried to lighten with a bit of alcohol

Tried to erase

Tired to escape

Still heavy I weighed

Heavy heavy heavy

It’s alright,

Its okay,

I’m fine

Always.

It’s alright,

Its okay,

I’m fine

Always.

25
Oct
15

More words.

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22
Oct
15

*sigh*


Have you ever been so in love that you wanted to scream it from the roof tops. So in love that you could feel it in each breath you took. So in love that the mere thought of life without them gave you anxiety. I am so in love that I don’t know what to do with myself. I feel so consumed and controlled by these feelings and I embrace them. I Shardai Perry embrace not being in control, whoa. But it’s true, I feel like I’ve stepped over a ledge and I’m free falling and I’m not worried about where I’ll land I’m just enjoying the fall. This is the magic they talk about, this is the crazy that ruins lives. This is the kind of love that builds. This is real. I am in love with my best friend of 10 years, this is my person. They know me inside and out. The good the bad and the ugly, they’ve been there. They’ve seen growth, trials and tribulations. Every reason they needed to not date me they have and more, yet here we are loving one another. Honest, genuine, accepting, forgiving, patient, unconditional love. I am lost in her and I don’t want to be found…

20
Oct
15

truth.

“If you want to tell people the truth, make them laugh, otherwise they’ll kill you.”   -Oscar Wilde

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20
Oct
15

postsecret.

coffee

lover

red

X

20
Oct
15

You asked for it ..

DAY FIFTEEN

  1. I finished my first book in November of 2014
  2. My favorite color is P I N K
  3. I have four piercings, only two of which are on my face(ear).
  4. I go to the gym/library five times a week.
  5. I’ve known my partner for the past 10 years
  6. I once peed in a water bottle in the back of a van because I couldn’t hold it.
  7. Google make me feel a lot smarter than I am
  8. I have abandonment issues
  9. and probably multi-personality disorder
  10. Noodles with red rooster hot sauce are my hangover cure
  11. I believe in natural herbs
  12. I believe there is life outside our planet
  13. I first got started in writing Erotica.
  14. I have about 5 different journal, all containing different secrets.
  15. I am more in love than I have ever been
20
Oct
15

Earliest memory

DAY FOURTEEN

My earliest memory is actually of a funeral, well not so much the funeral but the person whose funeral it was. She was a distant aunt, aunt Phyllis to be specific. The only thing I can remember about her was that she lived in an apartment complex and she was the candy-house. She sold chips, soda, candy, nachos, hot-dogs all as a side job from her apartment. I remember I loved going to her house because I had an unlimited candy buffet at my disposal, and when she wasn’t looking of course.