I’m having a hard time grasping my thoughts. Finding my balance. Being.

I feel torn in every direction. I’m at war with myself and I can’t even tell you who’s winning.

I just want to not be.

Everything inside of me is screaming.

I just want to disappear.

Even as I’m writing this I’m thinking, editing, trying.


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  1. 1 Lane
    July 14, 2015 at 9:41 pm

    I’m so sorry you’re going through this feeling. It’s really awful and frustrating and scary. I’ve been there. Sometimes it helps to have a place where you can just get away for 30 minutes a day; a cafe, a bookstore, a spot in the woods, a park bench. It doesn’t need to be anything fancy, just somewhere you can go and feel whatever you need without the pressure of somebody being around, observing or needing something from you. Good luck.

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