Archive for July, 2015

25
Jul
15

Late Night Confession

I feel inadequate.

I feel less than because I am not in a position to take care of myself or the people around me

I have to much pride and its ruling my life.

Its making me weak, insecure, bitter, and miserable.

I’m acknowledging how I feel because I don’t want to feel this way anymore.

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25
Jul
15

Fools.

I understand how I feel, I just don’t understand why I feel the way I feel…

Do you think its possible to hide from ourselves? To convince ourselves of something that isn’t true, and if so how.. how is it possible that even though subconsciously we know the truth we choose to believe the exact opposite. Or maybe we really can fool ourselves, so much so that we don’t even realize we are lieing to ourselves.

24
Jul
15

Nap time

The only bad thing about naps is,

you run the risk of dreaming.

The only bad thing about dreaming is,

you’re not in control.

The only bad thing about not being in control is …

21
Jul
15

My space

I always forget how important it is for me to have a space where I can come and be free, I can speak my mind without limiting myself or caring what anyone else thinks. I am so grateful to have a blog, to have my own space, I am appreciative to word press and the occasional followers who stop and share my thoughts.

That’s all now, have a good afternoon.

21
Jul
15

postsecret

belong

complicated

stuff

11
Jul
15

Define.

No one is like me, but everyone can find a little piece of themselves in me.

11
Jul
15

I’m having a hard time grasping my thoughts. Finding my balance. Being.

I feel torn in every direction. I’m at war with myself and I can’t even tell you who’s winning.

I just want to not be.

Everything inside of me is screaming.

I just want to disappear.

Even as I’m writing this I’m thinking, editing, trying.