Archive for June, 2015

30
Jun
15

Love bipolar

I’ve been tagged again, love bipolar they call me. At some point it stops being everyone else and the realization sets in, it’s me. But is this something I should fight or should I embrace it, learn to accept it.

Perhaps my WordPress community can help me once more..

I seem to have this pattern, I become infatuation with someone, fall in love even. They are my first and my last thought and it’s genuine emotion.. and then it just fades, for no particular reason. It’s not even that I don’t want to be with the person, my level of infatuation just isn’t the same. From that point on I have good days when it feel like new love and then I have other days when they are just a person in my world. I know it sounds horrible, but it’s not like I just stop loving them, I always care and I knowe their significance in my life. It’s happen multiple times and with different people.

Is this normal? Does anyone else experience this type of behavior in their relationships.. I know when you’re married, when you’ve been married for a long time you will always love the person but you fall in and out of love them so to speak.

I don’t know >. < am I crazy WordPress? Not suites for love perhaps, or could it be that I just haven’t found the one(s). Someone please explain my behavior, or at least give me your opinion. I don’t want to make the people I love feel like I don’t want them anymore, because it’s not the case, I just …

30
Jun
15

Bree Newsome

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30
Jun
15

Santa Anita

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First time at the racetracks. See the thing with betting is you have to know when to walk away, I’m still learning… it was fun though ! Was accompanied by my best pal Kendra and her fiance Ruben, oh to be surrounded by love.

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30
Jun
15

Family style

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Family style, one of my greatest contributions to my family. We sit and eat Monday through Friday together at the table. It’s one of my favorite moments of the day. I didn’t realize how rare this had become.

P.S and yes we do have a Red Bull freezer in our dining room, my dad’s a hoarder and occasionally it comes in handy.

27
Jun
15

June 26th, 2015

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26
Jun
15

0400

Too late to still be awake and to early to begin the day.

25
Jun
15

Last night

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heavy shoulders

tingling sensation

still walls

rotating carpet

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shape shifting

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shape shifting

heart racing

tingling sensation

walls still

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walls

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