Archive for September, 2010

17
Sep
10

Remember/Goodbye

I’m tired of talking, tired of writing, tired of life.

If I want changes I just have to make them, plain and simple.

So from now on, no more this and that, I’m just going to do it, you either like it or you don’t.

you either like me or you don’t. But I’m done caring <– as done as I can be  at least.

Thankyou too all whose loyalty kept them coming back for my silly words, dramatic feeling never-ending confusion, goodbye.

14
Sep
10

Remember/Signs

Your sense of nostalgia today might lure you back into your past, but paradoxically this can put you in touch with someone who shares your search for meaning. Fortunately, your memories activate feelings in the present moment. But don’t fall into the trap of believing that a current situation is the same as a past one. Ultimately, you will succeed by looking forward, not backward

You’re in your element today because you arrive at a sensible solution to a problem and then are able to put your plan into action. Fortunately, you are quite flexible now and have limited expectations, so you’ll be okay even if your desires are not fully satisfied. Accepting your current situation no matter how it turns out in the moment should eventually lead to your success.

This is why I cant give up, this is why I have to fight for you, this is why your worth it. you can change me, you are changing me.

14
Sep
10

Remember/Songs

You know its bad when every song that comes on makes you think of them ❤
La Di Da
Yeah

You fled from medication cause it only causes pain
You won’t go to the doctor he’s calling you insane
You’re lost even when you’re when you’re going the right way
You mean the world to me even though you might be crazy

And you said we wouldn’t make it
But look how far we’ve come
For so long my heart was breaking
But now we’re standing strong
The things you say make me fall harder each day
You’re a trainwreck
But I wouldn’t love you if you changed! Ohh yeah!

I shook your hand and you pulled it right away
You asked me to dance and instead I said, “No way!”
Inside I was dying to give it a try and you begged me so I stayed
I knew you were different from the way I caved

And you said we wouldn’t make it
But look how far we’ve come
For so long my heart was breaking
But now we’re standing strong

The things you say you make me fall harder each day
You’re a trainwreck
But I wouldn’t love you if you changed Ohh! Yeah!

We were so different
But opposites attract
So my hope kept growing
And I never looked back
You’re one of a kind!
And no one can change this heart of mine
Oh!

And you said we wouldn’t make it
But look how far we’ve come
For so long my heart was breaking
And now we’re standing strong
The things you say you make me fall harder each day
You’re a trainwreck
But I wouldn’t love you if you changed!
Ohh! Ooohhh! Yeah!

One more thing I thought I’d share with someone special
I’m falling like I never fell before
It’s funny you said we’d never make it and look how far we’ve come
You’re a trainwreck

But with you, I’m in love

//

14
Sep
10

Remember/

 

Jesus, take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can’t do this on my own

I’m letting go
So give me one more chance
To save me from this road I’m on
Jesus, take the wheel

13
Sep
10

Remember/FML

Her: So at the club … blah blah blah flirted with a girl.

(she told me this after we had just had the most intense argument ever, at least for me)

Me: Honestly, I don’t even care right now.  It’s just flirting and (shakes head)

(take into consideration there’s a million other things going through my head, there’s still a lot that we need to talk about and stuff, so at that moment I really didn’t care, given: I probably still should have acknowledged that she told me and I was grateful for it)

Her facebook status: when I tell you something I did,and you say “i don’t care”, don’t worry ima make sure you care about what I do next time…and the next time I may take stuff a lil further.

so can i just say, WHAT THE FUCK? <– please forgive my language.

i think it was a given that I wasnt saying “i don’t care what you do” at that moment i just didn’t think that was important, its not like she was confession she had feelings for the girl, it was harmless flirting, her words.

I’m not sure how she expected me to re act, maybe I am wrong, but either way this is not a good start to “working on us”. FML

11
Sep
10

Remember/ ” ”

Love doesn’t die. You don’t stop loving someone, you either always love them or you never did.  -Aubrey Plavajka.

Dear Aubrey,

thank you for your words, you’ll never know what they mean to me. I love you.


07
Sep
10

Remember/9/6/10

“I love you, and I am so deeply in love with you, I don’t ever what you to think its not real”

I would marry her, not just because I’m in love with her, but because I know she would always be there, even if we were’t together.

When I look at you, I know that there’s a God
and that he loved me so much
that he took the time to create you, just for me.