23
Jul
10

Remember/Desire

Dear God,

“If i cant have what i want, then make me want what I have”

sincerely Your Child

I want it .. I need it .. It hurts because  I don’t have it. I’m a realist, I know what I can and can’t have, yet I can’t shake this desire. I can hide it, I can push it away, but every time I see someone or something that reminds me of it, the feeling takes over again. I’m honestly too afraid to take that first step. afraid of rejection, afraid of failure, afraid of the pain. I want it so bad though, you have no idea and unfortunatly never will.

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