Archive for May, 2010

26
May
10

Remember/ Opposites attrack

I don’t too much buy into the ‘astrology’ world, more so see it as entertainment. But occasionally it stikes the right key. with Me and Alex, I might just say, I agree.

Virgo + Pisces <– Earth + Water = Mud

There’s a contradiction between Virgo and Pisces. You are opposite signs: astrologically, this is usually considered a positive indicator for love and marriage. At the same time, you have very different approaches to life, and very different personalities. Because of this, it’s quite surprising that you’re even attracted to each other. But attracted you may be — don’t write it off.
Pisces is a water sign, and therefore sensitive and extremely intuitive. You, on the other hand, are rational and less emotional. The way you express yourselves, the way you see the world, and — most importantly — the way you want to engage in love is quite different.
Pisces is a dreamer, constantly imagining new possibilities in life and relying on their intuition. They live in a way that you find hard to understand, intellectually. You are a doer. You use reason and cold hard facts to make decisions.
One thing you have in common is that both of you are changeable and moody.
The important difference is that you’re driven to understand, categorise and solve each and every problem meticulously, where Pisces is happy to wait, and let emotional forces reveal the answers to them.
You may interpret their approach as laziness and attack them for it. This is a bad idea: you could damage the relationship irreparably. Just because Pisces doesn’t hit back, it doesn’t mean you haven’t hurt them. Water signs don’t get even straight away. They brood, and wait for the right moment to retaliate.
Any sharp criticism will scar Pisces; in the long run it will scare them off. So pull back on the self-control reins and don’t ask for things that really mean you want them to be different.
Your best combination is with a Piscean born between 19 February and 28/29 February. These Pisces will offer you a very stable life. There’s a chance you could build a fulfilling relationship with them and learn a lot about your own feelings in the process.
26
May
10

Remember/Despise

I officially despise money           

it causes nothing but trouble

trouble trouble!

😡

26
May
10

Remember/Tick Tock

My oh my where has the time gone.

Theres like two weeks left of school, technically I didn’t do a whole year but close enough, plus I’m doing summer. I can’t believe it’s already been a year since high school graduation. I can’t believe even more that I don’t have anything to show for it.

I mean, okay I am in school, but man has that been a rocky road. Besides that, I’m just .. existing, and I hate it. I want more, I need more in order to survive.

Summer 2010

<– I want to LIVE not just EXIST.

17
May
10

Remember/ily

It only took 3 mounths.

 

17
May
10

Remember/

the comfort of a hand

the beauty of a smile

the wonders of laughter

these are the things that make life worth wild

11
May
10

Remember/Unstable

It’s a sad moment when you realize you don’t have anyone to talk to, someone who understands, someone who already knows your story.

My whole life has been unstable, whether it be physical, mental or emotional, but my balance has always been in religion. That’s the one thing I can say my mother taught me.

Since I ‘ve moved with my dad everything has become stable, and the one thing that was stable has become not so stable.

For a while I didn’t have a spiritual family, a spiritual foundation, no one, and it wasn’t exactly encouraged in my family. I thought I found something, I thought I found a group, a family, a home, and for a while it was amazing, It was a feeling that’s indescribable. But then my family became of this world, and I lost that feeling.

I go back because I don’t have anything, anyone else! I don’t know where to go, I don’t know who to go to!

I feel like I’m drowning and at times I’m screaming but no one can hear me and at other times I’m barely floating by.

I can’t keep ignoring this, and I don’t want to, I want that feeling back.

I know I’m writing this, but just to let out my emotions, the only person who can help me, the only one I need to talk to right now is god.

09
May
10

Remember/ Mommies(plural)

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!

So I have quite an interesting tale, probably not, but let’s go with that. I have one 1 officially mother, the women who birth me, Angel Taylor. But I have a lot of people in my life, who have taken the role of being a mommy, as far as caring for me as if I were their own.

First off, my sister, well as of now, sisters. Shaunte and Tameka. If you know me and you know them, it’s quite obvious to see they helped in raising me, because a big part of me is them.

Then I have my god mom which is my aunty Crystal, were not very close but I know she’s there if I need her, and sometimes that’s just enough.

Then I have my friends moms, crazy as it is, there really family. Alicia my best friends mother, I’ve known them for about 5 years now. Jeree, my other best friends mother who swears she secretly had me,  about the same around 5-6 years, and then Alex my girlfriends mom, I’ve recently developed a more personal relationship with her, I’ve only know them about a year and a half though.

I just wanted to say thank you to every one, I am who I am today because of each and every one of you. I love you all dearly and I hope you know it.