19
Oct
09

Hello/Relaps

Your words are like daggers through my already broken heart.

Ashley keeps me sane, the only one who calms me and reminds me everything going to be okay, the only one who keeps it 100%.

I feel like the worst person in the world, POINT BLANK PERIOD.

I’m sorry.I’m sorry.I’m sorry.I’m sorry.I’m sorry.I’m sorry.I’m sorry.I’m sorry.I’m sorry.I’m sorry.I’m sorry.I’m sorry.I’m sorry.I’m sorry.I’m sorry.I’m sorry.I’m sorry.I’m sorry.I’m sorry.I’m sorry.I’m sorry.I’m sorry.I’m sorry.I’m sorry.I’m sorry.

How many times do I have to say it before you forgive me? Then again how can I expect you to forgive me, and I havent forgiven myself.

I’m going to Washingon, I leave on the 29th, suppose to come back on the 1st, at this point I’m considering staying. Honestly with the exception of family what reason do I have to come back. I’m not in school or working, theres nothing here for me. I just want to run away and become a new person.

Back to reality, sweet dreams.

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