Archive for October, 2009

22
Oct
09

Hello/I’ll be Back

Not forever, but for a while. I’m sorry to those who have become obsessed with my life, how ever will you survive. <– Sarcastically.

I need my thoughts to just be “my thoughts” for a while, I’ll be back for you, Promise.

I finally hit the 1,000 hits last night(: its only been four months, so thats really good for me being a beginner and what not, and I’ve got a good 300 subscribers so yeah,  thank you ❤

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22
Oct
09

Hello/Respect

She earned that today.

20
Oct
09

Hello/Goodbye

I asked for it, and I got it.

20
Oct
09

Hello/Highlight

I had a great time last night in youth group(:

I think I’ve finally found that one thing that makes me happy. Being surrounded by a group of people who share the same beliefs, who are almost as driven as I am, its encouraging.

The youth pastor shawn was talking about are surroundings and the people we associate with. He said its ohkay to try and be the positive in a  negative surroundings, but dont forget who you are, because it’s quite easy to be brought down.

Made me rethink who I was and the people who I let surround me. I’m going to change the world, mock me if you like but mark my words, I’m going o make a difference.

He makes me smile, makes me almost forget that I’m a heartbreaker. Someone should warn him that I’m poisonous. <– ❤

19
Oct
09

Hello/Smile

“I’ll always wait for you” <– 10/ 11/09 __10/16/09

“I’ve never seen you smile so much” <– with the exception of that one night we stayed up and the next morning I couldnt find anything to wear and I was just on crack. lmao

“Your so much more beautiful when your guard is down” <– Thank you.

I could never forget your face, your smile, your smell, I could never forget you.

If I’m a horrible person, then I mine as well put it out there.

19
Oct
09

Hello/Liar

Gabby I swear to you on my life i wont hurt you ever again
or dare step in your territory
unless you start dating Chris brown or something 😉
i really am sorry ..

My life should be over  right now, wow. (Hand Clap) Good job shardai, you’ve really outdone yourself with this one.

19
Oct
09

Hello/Relaps

Your words are like daggers through my already broken heart.

Ashley keeps me sane, the only one who calms me and reminds me everything going to be okay, the only one who keeps it 100%.

I feel like the worst person in the world, POINT BLANK PERIOD.

I’m sorry.I’m sorry.I’m sorry.I’m sorry.I’m sorry.I’m sorry.I’m sorry.I’m sorry.I’m sorry.I’m sorry.I’m sorry.I’m sorry.I’m sorry.I’m sorry.I’m sorry.I’m sorry.I’m sorry.I’m sorry.I’m sorry.I’m sorry.I’m sorry.I’m sorry.I’m sorry.I’m sorry.I’m sorry.

How many times do I have to say it before you forgive me? Then again how can I expect you to forgive me, and I havent forgiven myself.

I’m going to Washingon, I leave on the 29th, suppose to come back on the 1st, at this point I’m considering staying. Honestly with the exception of family what reason do I have to come back. I’m not in school or working, theres nothing here for me. I just want to run away and become a new person.

Back to reality, sweet dreams.